Everything around me is just so..... WRONG :||

exam week was waaaayyyy over :) so 3rd quarter is over! it's time for the our 4th mid :[ and all the Junior & Senior were quite busy preparing for the prom this coming February 14 (Valentines Day!) well what can i say.. i'm not excited at all. idk why.

anyhoos... i'm quite sad that i can't celebrate Chinese New Year in Malaysia this year :/ it's really diff. from here to celebrate it! well, actually mom is now at manila and leaving for KL and Singapore. wow! lucky her :| (hMmm~~ speaking of her going to Singapore.. i want new LAPTOP men! woooh!) *like thats gonna happen :[

2months to go and GOOOOD BYE HIGH SCHOOL :[ i'm sure gonna miss my classmates n friends a lot :||
Speaking of SCHOOL again.. now we are in to TRiGO! WTH! is it still math?! i totally got no idea! i so hate math specially trigo. it makes me cry everytime we had math class :[ i'm not sure if i'm gonna pass this time


btw, here is the picture of my new pet :D it's not really clear coz i edited it! :p
just to make sure u guys don't get confuse.. its a RABBIT/BUNNY wtevr! and i call HER ROXY

i got a cute new BUNNY xD haha

and i name em' ROXY :pp

*I'll upload some pics of Roxy asap

it's exam week! i gotta study2x hard :DD

Yesterday~~~ JAN 09,2009
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When i arrived at school, everyone was darn busy doing all their projects..luckily i got mine done the night before. but the research paper that i made for Civics and English was not excepted, so i gotta do another one -____-" so i did xD woooohs~~~ hard work men!! :p so i was able to past it before the last period ended! @.@


Mom picked me up together with ate Dulce, ate Grace & David :) we went to Aunt Felly for a visit :) so while we were there, we took lots of lots of pictures c|:<



few of the pics we took:


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went to Greenwich for our dinner ^^,








Got home around 9 something.. chitchatting with mom.. about my future, college and stuff :|| i don't get it! i planned it so good and firm already... she keeps on changing it :(( I got PLANS for my future.. for me.. for my Dream! i have goals :( but if i go with my moms plans.. that's it! the END!

i just can't control my tears, without letting my mom knows bout it.. i got out from my room and cried outside.. as i looked straight towards the stars.. i feel like my world turns Grey

no one understands me.. not even TRYING to

1st day of school was COOL man! :DD
oh well, it's always fun to be with my crew :) hehehe
my days?? haha BACK TO NORMAL


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can't anyone get it?

it is so important to choose my own decision
... and NOT let OTHERS choose it for ME

My FUTURE awaits me :)

i tried something new for this afternoon :) and my cousin also taught me how to make one.


it is called the Bread Cramps Ham thingy (okay! so i'm not sure what do they call it)

OK! we were suppose to have our family day OFF! kinda like having our FAMILY picnic or outing... But something went wrong, so everything was canceled :[

So it sounds like a change of plans :) hehehe. so went to pick up Bea from her house then went to town together...

We went to Eye Crafter to get my glasses repaired then went to McDonald to have our lunch :)

Then we spent the rest our afternoon SHOPPING! @.@ i bought a cute Replay top and an Abercrombie Flip Flops

the rest of my evening was BOORING :||
so i edited some of my pics :)

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New YEAR ||||| New LiFE

Last night was a blast! we prepared so many food that can last till midnight. So while waiting for the time to finally arrive at exactly 12, some are busy singing some are busy dancing and some are busy preparing the fireworks :]

so it was kinda little family gathering also :D

i have to admit it.. " i ate A LOT " @.@

anyways, time passes by so fast and we are finally having our countdown :] as the time hit exactly at 12. we greeted each other Happy New Year and tears started to roll down from our eyes :|

and fireworks/firecrackers everywhere men! It's like it's raining fire :) its just so beautiful seeing and hearing all those fireworks everywhere. It didn't stop for almost 45 minutes i guess.

we stay awake until 3 something in the morning. Tito's and cousins are really drunk already :))

Celebrating new year here is kinda different from Sandakan one lah... i really enjoyed it here :D this could be my last new year and Christmas here in the Philippines if i have to study back in Malaysia :,| gotta miss it

as i said it before... time really passes by so fast. i really have to make my decision FAST! cuz' my future could only be one step closer *nosebleed :DDD